Envy

Solitude always be my shadow

but I never lonely
cause I has many enemy

These eyes has witness
those friend and family
things that too expensive for me
who only have house than home

being alone in this small world
isn't mean anything

but still I envy them
they who possess things I forfeit.

Distance of Stranger

Strange, for you never know me

I always watching you at distance

but only you that could took my heart

without even say a word least

how can I do the live

if everyday is just missing piece

through the feeling I can't describe

may this exchange of loneliness to love

hope someday I could find your eyes

found what these I seek

love

like always and forever

The Untouched

I ever going that distance

knocking that door

but it was locked and lost,

at untouched shade of my broken heart

I never understand why I won't to be

and I just say I don't want to

who say you can't hide the sun

my heart already blinded

I blind my own heart

never ever felt this way.

I once again felt the warmth

feeling that I never remember

I was lost, and I blame myself

Canvas

First time you and I met
You fluttered my heart
Unlike any feels like before
this is love?

You're too beautiful to be true
Or its just another dream of mine?
I might be false, and you're real
Because I could reach you now

The way every time you see me
Is like another sun arise in my soul
Melt and liberated me from winter
By your warmth and kindness

Its tempting not to say love
When you would pledge it like forever
Yes, maybe you aren't my first
but let me be your last

Would you paint my bleakly life?
Give it color of yours
Because without you, I just obsolescent canvas
Who always wait, hopelessly

Everything

She always make me walks furthermost
Every time I try to keep her close

She always make me withstand whole world
Just to keep my promise true

She always make me forfeit everything
For all price she has made

Who is she?
That bring me to edge of temptation
and bend all words just to sing her praises