Shape of Heart

Envy

2010-12-02T15:38:00.000+07:00

Solitude always be my shadow

but I never lonely
cause I has many enemy

These eyes has witness
those friend and family
things that too expensive for me
who only have house than home

being alone in this small world
isn't mean anything

but still I envy them
they who possess things I forfeit.

Distance of Stranger

2010-10-19T14:29:00.003+07:00

Strange, for you never know me

I always watching you at distance

but only you that could took my heart

without even say a word least

how can I do the live

if everyday is just missing piece

through the feeling I can't describe

may this exchange of loneliness to love

hope someday I could find your eyes

found what these I seek

love

like always and forever

The Untouched

2010-10-19T11:54:00.002+07:00

I ever going that distance

knocking that door

but it was locked and lost,

at untouched shade of my broken heart

I never understand why I won't to be

and I just say I don't want to

who say you can't hide the sun

my heart already blinded

I blind my own heart

never ever felt this way.

I once again felt the warmth

feeling that I never remember

I was lost, and I blame myself

Canvas

2009-02-17T08:13:00.000+07:00

First time you and I met
You fluttered my heart
Unlike any feels like before
this is love?

You're too beautiful to be true
Or its just another dream of mine?
I might be false, and you're real
Because I could reach you now

The way every time you see me
Is like another sun arise in my soul
Melt and liberated me from winter
By your warmth and kindness

Its tempting not to say love
When you would pledge it like forever
Yes, maybe you aren't my first
but let me be your last

Would you paint my bleakly life?
Give it color of yours
Because without you, I just obsolescent canvas
Who always wait, hopelessly

Everything

2008-08-25T09:23:00.003+07:00

She always make me walks furthermost
Every time I try to keep her close

She always make me withstand whole world
Just to keep my promise true

She always make me forfeit everything
For all price she has made

Who is she?
That bring me to edge of temptation
and bend all words just to sing her praises

Angel in Blue

2008-05-29T22:00:00.001+07:00

I found you tonight
A beautiful angel in blue
With blurry and dim light
that leave me in gray

Under the sun bless
You are the closest to heaven
And yet I'm the farthest

But if my wish could reach you
My bless always be with you
Nothing could make me happier
That see your smile

Heart Thats Listen

2008-05-21T19:25:00.004+07:00

Wisdom isn't hard to find
It lies in a peaceful mind

There thousand of book to read
And a knowledge to be shared

a heart that listen
its some way to learn
what experience has teach

Man of Nothing

2008-05-17T22:47:00.002+07:00

If you had a family
I think thats a fortune

If you had a friend
I think thats quite rich of you

If you has someone dearest to you
Thats a wealth I always search

She is the one who has everything
And I just nothing
Who once has lost many things
In journey to find a place for me
In this rough world

Answer

2008-05-04T14:30:00.005+07:00

When people had trouble
And start begin to gamble
They always roll a dice
Without thinking or choosing

When their minds become shallow
And their soul become hollow
The riddle always follow
Yet question never be answered

"Is this Love?"

The Remembrance

2008-04-26T14:53:00.004+07:00

The wind shall take me far away
Perish to oceans of life

Through storm and tides
I'll be still and never vanish

Because within you, I'll remain

As fragile memories
That shall be forgotten

Till we has chance to sing together
We'll dance this life once again

In that time you shall remember
What make us together

The Fool

2008-04-20T16:39:00.003+07:00

Its so easy to close my eyes
and let myself free to falls
drown into a dream

Its so easy to lay my head
and let myself asleep
forgot all burden

But what I gained
For my ignorance

Maybe all I waste is Opportunity
But can I retrieve the time that has gone?

Birth

2008-04-14T22:57:00.002+07:00

To adorable lady,
From all chances
Lay me a forgiveness

Cause today I couldn't find any words
That I see worth, to be a gift

Time has passes by slowly
Even though I wanted it be still

Yet it still leave a price
More than million of golds
Every sweet memories

Could you remember any
From the day of a born lady
In a family that adore and bless
That make today remains
Known as day of yours

Truth

2008-04-13T19:02:00.006+07:00

I am a silence in commotion
Yet noisy enough in composure

I am a flow in river stream
Yet drops to be seek in a desert

I am a way to those who lost
Yet don't measure me for a distance

Maybe I am a disbelief to believer
But I ain't a faith only a teach

I'm only bound to a mind
That thirst of learn

For I am real
Because I'm Truth

To a Prince

2008-04-10T22:28:00.000+07:00

I found this melodies
From a prince that sings

I would rather stay and listen
Your every words, every line

But what I can believe
This charming feels
Wherever he is near

The prince that sings a life
To one soul like mine

Child's Eyes

2008-04-08T16:32:00.006+07:00

Maybe I'm just a Child
But my eyes can't be deceive
Because I believe

This sky is always be blue
Far from all before me
Lies a dream of flying
As high as birds
And Feel the freedom

Sometime I'm just fall asleep
Under green tree's shadow
In peaceful dream
So deep and be sound

I'm same as all beings
I'm breath same skies
I'm Stand same Land
and so all after me

I'll make skies still blue
And land still green
So all my brethren
Experience the world

Fraction of Love

2008-04-07T18:37:00.001+07:00

When she leave me
My heart was Bleed
It's feel like being in underworld
The pain made every second felt like a year

Nothing's can bring me back to life
But since I found you
My heart was cured
Although I was Blinded i still can see you

You are the fraction of light which give me a hope
You melt the ice which freeze in my heart
You give a color in my life
And I want to vanish inside your kiss

Mirror of Life

2008-03-15T19:54:00.007+07:00

Who I am?
Standing before you
Maybe I'm a watcher or a follower

Don't worry about me
I am a friend, more or less
I won't miss a single angle of you
I'm a shadow filled with colors

Ask me anything, my friend
I knew all your deeds
Also all your sins

Honesty is my best images
Because I won't tell any lies
Don't say I'm cruel
I just try to be truthful

Because I'm a reflection
In every shape and place
You and I are always exact
And I shall watch you
Inside mirror of life

Iron Maiden

2008-03-07T15:30:00.001+07:00

How to melt your iron heart
Inside maiden like yours

When loneliness mold to shadows
Solitudes freeze in winter storms
buried smiles depth beneath

If there no lights behind the skies
Let me be the sun that never betray
That will bring Spring to your days

I'm here just wielding a little hope
To attract your determined ignorance
Till beautiful smile blossoms in your face

My Feeling to You

2008-03-04T21:53:00.002+07:00

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly the moon feel so beautiful to see
Suddenly everything changed when I saw you
The world are feel so comfort to live

Before I saw You
I Never knew I will feel like this
No matter how hard this live
I always feel glad to being alive with you

I promise to give you everything
Every thing you want
No mater how hard I try
I never could reach you

I always wait the winter changed to spring
No matter how long the spring will come
But you never let the door at your heart open
The door that I can't go through

The thing I can do now
Is waiting here in the front of your door
So when you need me
You will always find me

Never tired waiting for you
Always hope you open the door
I'm here waiting for you
Wait till my dying day

Arrow of Love

2008-03-03T17:13:00.002+07:00

Love can't tell by words
But Love can feel by act
Love came and go without permission

Everybody will fall in love
Just don't know when and where
Merely just can wait when the time is arrive

When the two soul met each other
The cupid will release his bow
Arrow of love has fly and can't be stopped

Arrow that made people madly for love
Arrow that bring a happiness
Arrow that bring a peace on live

Sooner or later we will be the target
Just time can answer when the arrow arrive
Ready or not the arrow will reach the objective

Traces In My Heart

2008-03-02T19:55:00.005+07:00

How many days has pass
Since I try to forget you
Your quiet little smile
Still leave traces in my heart

Yet I still cannot believe
How hard to deny verve of love
For you that never forgotten
Although we not meant to be together
A glimpse sight of yours
Is still too beautiful

My Gratitude

2008-02-26T22:49:00.004+07:00

To think today is another day
For those who lost its own path
Everyday always same like last day,
Or never changes like last month,
Even as last year

Without someone to rely on
Or someone hold so dear

But things always changes
For those make things different
Make my day a whole
Out of all notion
Friend are unpredictable

My great gratitude
To all my friends

Gap In My Heart

2008-02-24T21:03:00.003+07:00

There no boundary in love
Yet our distant is so great

Somehow time let us apart
And leave gap in my heart

Now I'm too afraid
Just to calling your name
For what past we have trough
In all promise that has been broken

Perhaps we meant not to be together
But if I only could to repeat our days
I wish could back to that day
To day when we met

Love That Never Arrive

2008-02-22T16:59:00.002+07:00

My heart feel strange since met you
I want to know how you feel
But I'm too afraid
Afraid to loss you from my sight

I never have a courages to know you
I always on your back
But every day I feel you are a step further
You are so far now
Far away till I couldn't reach you anymore

This heart is lonely without you
I need you to fill the empty side of my heart
Every day feel like a wasteland without an oasis
I hope someday you will know my feeling about you

Broken String

2008-02-20T20:49:00.002+07:00

The time you cut the string
My heart was broke into thousand pieces
Without the string
My melodies won't hear harmony

The string we played together
The string that play the sound of life
The string that made us together
Now the string is useless

You leave me alone
You never knew how I feel
You hurt my heart
You also made me fall

Now I know you are not worth for me
You just a needle in my skin
You are not worth to have my love
You will sorry someday after the day you leave me

Friends

2008-02-19T23:59:00.001+07:00

Even distance split us
Even we live on different side
We still keep our relationship
No matter how far you are
You still feel close to me

You give a hope when I fall
You light the shadow of mine
You never ask a return
If I need you
You always be there

What I can do to thank you?
I don't know how to thank you
All I know is you never leave me
Only One thing I can do
I'll protect you till the end of time

No matter what may happens
You are always be my true friend

Prison

2008-02-19T14:36:00.004+07:00

I'm just nobody
Inside small bird cage
In shadow that never betray
Stay chained and tormented

All light has fade away from my world
With eyes blurred into darkness
And soul that restraint into restless

Despair and shame
Afraid of struggling life
But also fear of death
For shattered dignity
That never be return

Love

2008-02-18T22:20:00.006+07:00

Love can't tell by words
What is love?
No body can answer it precisely
Only God know the answers

One thing that human can knows
Everybody need love
No matter who is she
or who is he

Love is a give from god
Without love
Human are incomplete
Human created to complete each other

A man can't stand without woman
And Woman need protection from a man
Woman created from man left rib

God create man and woman
To love each other
And to complete each other

Loving You

2008-02-17T21:02:00.000+07:00

The time I met you
I feel strange
I ask myself
Are these called love?

Every time I close to you
My heart is beating fast
Every time I fall beside you
I can stand again

Say you'll be mine
And I will spend my rest of life
Only to love you

All I need is you
I know you are created for me
I will do anything for you
You are the light of hope for me

I'll always love you
till the end of time
till we met in next life
I'll never forget you

Wrong Angel

2008-02-16T23:09:00.009+07:00

When the time I met you
I think you are an angel for me
No matter how hard
I always try to grab your wings
Hoping you can't you to other place

I think I live to love you
But you never give a chance to me
I pray to god
God give me a courages
So I can be your last stop

Every time I remember you
I still hope you will love me
But it's still just a wished
Finally I know it was useless
To think someday you will love me

But when I need you
You never be there for me
When I fall you never knew
Now I am knows
You are not the one for me

Valentine

2008-02-14T22:52:00.000+07:00

My sincere apology, my lady
For I am come this late

Cause rushing isn't my choice
And I don't want my heart melt
Like a chocolate

But there's a message for you
Nor in straight words
Also can't be describes
I Love you

Art of Love

2008-02-02T21:10:00.000+07:00

If love is form of arts
Let life be my canvas

With you be my guide
For every line and shape

Because you could show me a rainbow
Awaken me in world of colors

Even though blue fill the seas
And white on cloudy skies

You is the only beauty
Reason in every inspiration

Borrowed Time

2008-01-24T12:48:00.000+07:00

Time never awaits
Its too quick, also too late
Arranged by phase
Never catch by chase

If only there a chances
Could I borrow your times
Because its are frozen moments
That never last inside my heart

Angel and Sanctuary

2008-01-04T11:16:00.000+07:00

She's always like a gravity
To keep my heart steady

She always praiseworthy
In dreams or reality

She is an angel and my sanctuary
She only brings me tranquility
The deity that visit my dreams

Candle Wish

2007-12-31T12:00:00.000+07:00

Its always same like last year
Standing here in same place and time
Under this last beautiful eve

Life is slowly and surely change
yet I didn't know how differ
Myself today and yesterday

When there a little time remains
I ignited a flame in a candle wish
With a prayer in my faith
Tomorrow is a hope

Whispering Heart

2007-12-20T21:24:00.000+07:00

While I'm standing still right here
Somehow this place always reminds me

All priceless and sweet memories
From first time we met our eyes
And we just become closer and closer
When I realize how beautiful you're

Even though I try to refuse and deny
One truth that can't make me repent
That I love you at first sight

But now, all I can do is say a regret
To all my cowardice and foolishness
For hasn't tell her everything
That my heart always say in whisper

Campaign of Life

2007-12-18T13:31:00.000+07:00

If only today is everyday
With no tomorrow or yesterday

Life will be tasteless
Without sweet and bitterness

Perhaps tomorrow are better days
And yesterday are memorable days

By experiencing the bittersweet of life
You will realize that you're alive

Maybe time is not kind
And the world will change

But everyday is just another beginning
For new chapter in our journey
In greatest campaign of life
To reach every happiness

Lucky Star

2007-12-08T20:56:00.000+07:00

Perhaps she is a queen of heart
On her the majestic throne

Perhaps she is a goddess of love
On a stairway to heaven

Perhaps she is a lucky star
Shine in every midnight

But to me she is just a lady
That I loved more than anything

Nature

2007-12-04T17:27:00.000+07:00

Perhaps Sky would crying
To witnesses so many humans Sin
Who forget where they seek a shelter

Perhaps land is shaking exhaustedly
To give stand for humans arrogance
With all their greedy minds

Perhaps sea is bored
To hold humans rubbishes
And tides become more furiously

Perhaps trees withered in fears
Afraid to be sliced and burns
Even animals would cry
When they hunted and buchered

When nature already surrender to humans
Perhaps its too late for us
For humans to say a regret

Farewell

2007-11-24T09:38:00.000+07:00

Somehow I can stand to hold my tears
That drops in the forest of sorrow
And my lips are too hard to keep smiling

For me, all farewell is always same
Always with goodbye

But we always walk toward same direction
Standing side by side along the way
Somehow, I have faith to believe
Our long and winding road will never disappear
It will be engraved in my memories
Until we reunite again one day

I don't know how and when
But fate shall met us again

Remorseful Heart

2007-11-17T16:17:00.000+07:00

I am locked inside a coffin
Buried my self with my pain
Leave things in gone in Vain

Even though my heart is like a dessert sands
There no man too dry to cry

I just hope a rain will falls
So i can hide my tears
That flowing in my eyes

Now all I could do is blend with the shadow
And singing with the silence in the dark
Trying to escape my own Sin
Because I always betray my own feeling
And close my heart, and let it still blind

Butterfly of Love

2007-11-06T20:48:00.001+07:00

Love is Energy
And She is the source

If She is the flower
I'll be butterfly

Where she will go
I'll follow

When first time I see her
I was too afraid to talk with her

When I became her friend
I was too afraid couldn't keep my promise

When I became to love her
I was too afraid to lose her

Seed of Love

2007-10-26T09:49:00.001+07:00

Love isn't a race
Not to rushing around
In a path that never been measured

It grows without beginning
It dies without ending
Its more like a rose

Growing inside your heart
Blossom with lovely red
And when its withered through times
Its only leave thorns as painful memories
Yet there another thing left
Seed of love shall grows
As circle of life goes on

True Love

2007-10-21T16:49:00.000+07:00

True love like a pure gold
Not too hard to be find
Because its very near to realized
Lies inside of your deepest heart
Always awaits to be found

It never rusty against ages
And shattered against flux

Entrust it with all your heart
And true love shall revealed

Human

2007-10-10T16:17:00.000+07:00

Like another page in my life
Which come and gone by time
Become author of my own world
Leave thousand pages of memories

Using a quill pen and writing ink
As pen represents my character
And color filled with my personality
Writing on empty pages each day

With the story lies in uncertain future
I sketch my own destiny

As time flows the story shall meet the end
On the edge of my lifespan
Illness bout my aging body

As the last page written
Without any doubt and regret
Last will has been written
And the book is closed
As death ending up my life
Leaving grateful smile

"Life in love and love in life,
A life of joy is the purpose in life"

True Friend

2007-10-06T19:58:00.000+07:00

There so many people around us
Who share their dreams and fears
Together we Laugh and cry
Share same smile and Sorrow
Sharing same joy and pain

Sometimes we hold hands
Stand side by side
Towards the same direction
Leave the same past
Into the future

For all lifetime and afterlife
Until death tears us apart
To be Friend forever

Never say goodbyes

2007-10-02T20:28:00.000+07:00

My party is incomplete
Without wine and dance
Now She is becomes distant
Which make my glass so empty
And dance floor become so lonely

To me your smiles like my destiny
Make my heart dancing in harmony
So don't say goodbye now
I'll always awaits here for you

Dream Painter

2007-09-30T22:04:00.000+07:00

I am a Drifter and A poet
Just Wanderer who searching an Inspiration
Who like to Plays with a Words and Melodies
Create Lovely Songs and Poems
With imagination beyond any dreams
Reflected his Romance to Poetry
Sing praises to the beauty

Sketch many sky and ocean
Peer every corner of the world
Climb highest mountain range
Set sail to seven oceans
To sought out his eternal love

Twilight Dreams

2007-09-24T18:55:00.000+07:00

Lately my minds is empty
This body shall be a shell of soulless heart
In gathering dusk she was vanished
In a sunset where twilight comes
The stairs way of stars accompany her path
Thus darkness comes to replace the fading light
The wolves howls to the graceful moonlight
To mark reign of endless nights

The azure sky has eaten by darkness
Decorated by millions of stars
The breeze is freezing tonight
Make my steps become heavier
And my eyes sleepy
lead me to deepest dreams

Precious Time

2007-09-19T09:53:00.000+07:00

Don't trapped in your Past
That just a Frozen memories of time
A glory that let you be a dreamer
That Shall never move you to next page of your life
Because the past already passed

Don't waiting for the Future
That just wasting of life time
Prophecy and observe just an Speculation
Things that have two possibilities
Between happen and not
Because future is Uncertain

But realize thing that in Present
The Presence people around you
Where Time flows and rotate
Those people shall support and against you
That make you be Stronger and better
To leave another past and walks to Future
Because Present is too Precious to be realize

Love

2007-09-11T17:52:00.002+07:00

There one word that sharper than any swords

There one word that sturdy as any steels, Yet also fragile as glasses

I call that word 'Love'

With this word, I show my emotion,
My passion,
and my sensation
To the one that I only care

Love is the one that make world goes round and make people feel alive

Love is for now or never
Love is a choice

And I would engrave that word in my deepest heart
With name of dearest one to me

To My Love, Sunny
My Sun in My live

Alone

2007-09-09T16:00:00.000+07:00

When times become so Frozen slow
Where around you no people to talk with

There are times where you gonna Scream and Cries
But there nobody that hears your tears
At that time you gonna stay in silent and darkness

Perhaps Its better to be hate
Perhaps Die is better than alone
In this lonely world
Where I Shall Perished

Only Word

2007-09-03T20:06:00.000+07:00

Sometimes I wonder how deep the Ocean
Sometimes I wonder how high the Sky

Sometimes I wonder how beautiful the Sun
Sometimes I wonder how many Stars decorated this Midnight

Right now thinking about You, The Sun Of My life
Who source of my Inspiration, Passion,and Emotion
I Present many Words and Songs
But there no Words that match to your beauty
Because Thy had beauty that never fade

Things that called 'love'
Made me Blind, Deaf and Silence in Front of You
Yet I feel Your Peace under your Love
Because you are my temple
Where I gonna Seek a Calmness and Peace

In this world there too many love songs
Also there too many love poems
Yet here is I carved My Words

The only word that able to tears any man's Hearts
I Love you