02 December, 2010

Envy

Solitude always be my shadow

but I never lonely
cause I has many enemy

These eyes has witness
those friend and family
things that too expensive for me
who only have house than home

being alone in this small world
isn't mean anything

but still I envy them
they who possess things I forfeit.

19 October, 2010

Distance of Stranger

Strange, for you never know me
I always watching you at distance
but only you that could took my heart
without even say a word least

how can I do the live
if everyday is just missing piece
through the feeling I can't describe
may this exchange of loneliness to love

hope someday I could find your eyes
found what these I seek
love

like always and forever

The Untouched

I ever going that distance
knocking that door

but it was locked and lost,
at untouched shade of my broken heart

I never understand why I won't to be
and I just say I don't want to

who say you can't hide the sun
my heart already blinded
I blind my own heart

never ever felt this way.
I once again felt the warmth
feeling that I never remember

I was lost, and I blame myself

17 February, 2009

Canvas

First time you and I met
You fluttered my heart
Unlike any feels like before
this is love?

You're too beautiful to be true
Or its just another dream of mine?
I might be false, and you're real
Because I could reach you now

The way every time you see me
Is like another sun arise in my soul
Melt and liberated me from winter
By your warmth and kindness

Its tempting not to say love
When you would pledge it like forever
Yes, maybe you aren't my first
but let me be your last

Would you paint my bleakly life?
Give it color of yours
Because without you, I just obsolescent canvas
Who always wait, hopelessly

25 August, 2008

Everything

She always make me walks furthermost
Every time I try to keep her close

She always make me withstand whole world
Just to keep my promise true

She always make me forfeit everything
For all price she has made

Who is she?
That bring me to edge of temptation
and bend all words just to sing her praises

29 May, 2008

Angel in Blue

I found you tonight
A beautiful angel in blue
With blurry and dim light
that leave me in gray

Under the sun bless
You are the closest to heaven
And yet I'm the farthest

But if my wish could reach you
My bless always be with you
Nothing could make me happier
That see your smile

21 May, 2008

Heart Thats Listen

Wisdom isn't hard to find
It lies in a peaceful mind

There thousand of book to read
And a knowledge to be shared

a heart that listen
its some way to learn
what experience has teach

17 May, 2008

Man of Nothing

If you had a family
I think thats a fortune

If you had a friend
I think thats quite rich of you

If you has someone dearest to you
Thats a wealth I always search

She is the one who has everything
And I just nothing
Who once has lost many things
In journey to find a place for me
In this rough world

04 May, 2008

Answer

When people had trouble
And start begin to gamble
They always roll a dice
Without thinking or choosing

When their minds become shallow
And their soul become hollow
The riddle always follow
Yet question never be answered

"Is this Love?"

26 April, 2008

The Remembrance

The wind shall take me far away
Perish to oceans of life

Through storm and tides
I'll be still and never vanish

Because within you, I'll remain

As fragile memories
That shall be forgotten

Till we has chance to sing together
We'll dance this life once again

In that time you shall remember
What make us together

20 April, 2008

The Fool

Its so easy to close my eyes
and let myself free to falls
drown into a dream

Its so easy to lay my head
and let myself asleep
forgot all burden

But what I gained
For my ignorance

Maybe all I waste is Opportunity
But can I retrieve the time that has gone?

14 April, 2008

Birth

To adorable lady,
From all chances
Lay me a forgiveness

Cause today I couldn't find any words
That I see worth, to be a gift

Time has passes by slowly
Even though I wanted it be still

Yet it still leave a price
More than million of golds
Every sweet memories

Could you remember any
From the day of a born lady
In a family that adore and bless
That make today remains
Known as day of yours

13 April, 2008

Truth

I am a silence in commotion
Yet noisy enough in composure

I am a flow in river stream
Yet drops to be seek in a desert

I am a way to those who lost
Yet don't measure me for a distance

Maybe I am a disbelief to believer
But I ain't a faith only a teach

I'm only bound to a mind
That thirst of learn

For I am real
Because I'm Truth

10 April, 2008

To a Prince

I found this melodies
From a prince that sings

I would rather stay and listen
Your every words, every line

But what I can believe
This charming feels
Wherever he is near

The prince that sings a life
To one soul like mine

08 April, 2008

Child's Eyes

Maybe I'm just a Child
But my eyes can't be deceive
Because I believe

This sky is always be blue
Far from all before me
Lies a dream of flying
As high as birds
And Feel the freedom

Sometime I'm just fall asleep
Under green tree's shadow
In peaceful dream
So deep and be sound

I'm same as all beings
I'm breath same skies
I'm Stand same Land
and so all after me

I'll make skies still blue
And land still green
So all my brethren
Experience the world

07 April, 2008

Fraction of Love

When she leave me
My heart was Bleed
It's feel like being in underworld
The pain made every second felt like a year

Nothing's can bring me back to life
But since I found you
My heart was cured
Although I was Blinded i still can see you

You are the fraction of light which give me a hope
You melt the ice which freeze in my heart
You give a color in my life
And I want to vanish inside your kiss

15 March, 2008

Mirror of Life

Who I am?
Standing before you
Maybe I'm a watcher or a follower

Don't worry about me
I am a friend, more or less
I won't miss a single angle of you
I'm a shadow filled with colors

Ask me anything, my friend
I knew all your deeds
Also all your sins

Honesty is my best images
Because I won't tell any lies
Don't say I'm cruel
I just try to be truthful

Because I'm a reflection
In every shape and place
You and I are always exact
And I shall watch you
Inside mirror of life

07 March, 2008

Iron Maiden

How to melt your iron heart
Inside maiden like yours

When loneliness mold to shadows
Solitudes freeze in winter storms
buried smiles depth beneath

If there no lights behind the skies
Let me be the sun that never betray
That will bring Spring to your days

I'm here just wielding a little hope
To attract your determined ignorance
Till beautiful smile blossoms in your face

04 March, 2008

My Feeling to You

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly the moon feel so beautiful to see
Suddenly everything changed when I saw you
The world are feel so comfort to live

Before I saw You
I Never knew I will feel like this
No matter how hard this live
I always feel glad to being alive with you

I promise to give you everything
Every thing you want
No mater how hard I try
I never could reach you

I always wait the winter changed to spring
No matter how long the spring will come
But you never let the door at your heart open
The door that I can't go through

The thing I can do now
Is waiting here in the front of your door
So when you need me
You will always find me

Never tired waiting for you
Always hope you open the door
I'm here waiting for you
Wait till my dying day

03 March, 2008

Arrow of Love

Love can't tell by words
But Love can feel by act
Love came and go without permission

Everybody will fall in love
Just don't know when and where
Merely just can wait when the time is arrive

When the two soul met each other
The cupid will release his bow
Arrow of love has fly and can't be stopped

Arrow that made people madly for love
Arrow that bring a happiness
Arrow that bring a peace on live

Sooner or later we will be the target
Just time can answer when the arrow arrive
Ready or not the arrow will reach the objective